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Saturday, October 18, 2008 || 11:01 PM
Today went to meet St. Gabs & PHS leaders to discuss things.
Quite fun & quite boring.
But had learnt the whole O Sifuni Mungu dance, okay lahhhs.
& went Macs to discuss the rest of the stuffs, & walked a lot a lot.
TingYing said this was like excursion & we were like in a walkathon.
I agree manzx. x:
& Dezmond was like so damn stress, keep at there ahh ahh ahh.
& is not that I don't eat Japanese food, is I don't feel like eating it today x:
Hais, & met baby today, his hand suddenly bleed, I'm worried sick.I thought it was only saliva at first, but when he showed me his hand, there was a lot a lot of blood. I'm shocked, hais.I think it's because I touched his hand accidentally just now ):I feel that it's like my fault ):& baby, please don't act anymore, you can do anything you want, but you must just take care of yourself, for my sake.Baby, I understand how you feel right now.It's really hard to act, in the end you'll feel emotionless.Baby, I said I'll understand, & now I really will.I won't let you suffer anymore, not anymore.& I won't throw tantrums on you, won't.I felt that I'm really a bad girlfriend, letting you stay alone on the afternoon whole day & emo at there.I'm really lousy, lousy in everything.& thanks for teeling me how you really feel, I get to get in your heart & know your heart more, unlike last time, I will only blame for the things you do.I think we're just lack of communications.& I understand you more well, really well, so if I'm really happy I'll be happy, I promise you, I promise, I won't act in front of you anymore. This is a promise.Just now talked to MinPei about the taiji O:
Idiot Lydia, I never do anything to you yet you like that, dulan -.-
After that, tried to cheer baby up, BUT, I think I failed x:x:I've tried so hard, using lame jokes, saying I love him. & I think he's still a bit emo x:Hope he's really fine now, & hope he really knows I do care about him.& baby, I know it's difficult, but please try hard not to smoke okay? wo ai ni.