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Sunday, March 8, 2009 || 2:34 PM
Hmmmms, I chose to break, I don't know why I'm so stupid, hais.
Samantha asked me not to break, hahs.
I know, Sebast, hated me a lot.
Guessed what I tell him?
I told him I liked other guys?!
Privated this blog, for the first time, I think it's just for 2weeks, & I'm gonna change link soon.
Or maybe delete this blog?
But I'll unprivate it (:
Too many memories of you & me. I need to forget you.
Sebast thought that I was giving him fake hopes, fake love, I know how he feel.
I'll let him be angry with me, let him think that it'd be my fault, I'm willing to suffer.
But I'm just so scared that he'd go back his old ways, I want him to grow up.
I called him so many times, to see how he's doing, hahs.
I'm glad that he can still play computer & stuffs, he's still well, I'm glad.
After which, he hanged up my 5 calls for him.
The last call, I bet to God, beg that please let him pick up, this would be the last call,to see wheter we really had fate.
But Sebast hanged. Maybe, I should just forget him,
After knowing him, I really thought, fate & destiny is our own creation.
But now, I had to obey God's rule.
Hmms, I'll
MIA, nobody can contact me (: Or even know where I've gone.
only my school mates. That's good, that's great. (: .
You sent me a message, that touched me a lot.
Although I listened from somewhere else before....
'I asked God for a flower, He gave me a bouquet.I asked for a min, He give me a day.I asked for true love, He given that now.I asked God for an angel and He gave me you.Woaini. I hope, really hope. We'll be together forever.one smile, one love, one kiss, 2 people, 2 soul, 2 mind,one journey, no ending, together we go through.I love you, don't leave me, o6o9o8 till the day I die.Like a crave in my heart, Sebastian Tay belongs to Loh suetyee. (: 'Hahs, guessed it's over now, I had to go through everything my own. Hmmms.
I've cried, cried, hais.
Now I had to act so happily, as though I really had another guy, & that I don't love you.
I had to just act.
Bye, my
love. Bye.
I found out that, you don't like blue, you like blue just because I like.You liked white, last time was black.You never liked blue.Actually, I feared, I feared that you grown up everytime I see you.Slowly, you have your brothers. I was thinking, you had your brothers & won't depend on me so much anymore (:Slowly, you had back your friends, & you won't depend on me so much.Slowly, your family, treated so nicely, you won't depend on me anymore.What's more, slowly, your school loves you more, you can study your own without me reminding you always.Slowly, you played back your maple despite my presence, yes, you are independent.Yups, that's great, I should be happy for you, but, I don't know why, everytime I seen you so happy, it seems so sad for me, I should be happy, you're finally independent, but, my heart aches, it just seems too fast, our time together shortened.I love you.If not, I wont call you dovey, I won't call you fiance, I won't.Now, I remember the times we've been together vividly, heart aches, again.You doubted me. you don't trust me, at all.
