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Okays, story time (:

Life's so great without my father at home.

My mother allowed me to go out with baby ♥.

I hope my father can don't stay at home, I got freedom these two days manzx.

& I want it again ): .

Yesterday, baby came to meet me early in the morning (: .

Then we went to block 302 to slack a while, then went to Hougang Mall to meet friends for Flag Day thingy.

Baby went off then, he had homecoming day in school. [:

During the period of time, standing for 2 hours at the serangoon interchange, asking people to donate money, it wasn't that tough as I thought.

I thought everyone would just walk away, act as they've never seen anything.

But, there were still many kind people in this world (: In Singapore, that motivates me a lot.

There're some funny scenes of course, but it's not that great to say it out,

so I'd have to keep in inside my heart (: .

Most of the 'donaters' were aunties & uncles.

& I didn't ask them to donate.

I just smiled at them, if they don't want to donate then I won't care about them anymore.

Because, imagining you got chased by a person to donate money, awwwww.

I got pleased because there were some people who really initiates to donate money.

& I said 'Thank you' to everyone of course (: .

After that, went home to bathe, change clothes, had a light make-up, & I was out.

& a BUMBLE BEE came to chase me! Oh gosh, it's really a bumbe bee okay!

It has yellow & black stripes on its body.

I was like running hurriedly away, phewwww.

Went to baby's school to look around, I hate ZhanPeng! Acted as if he didn't see me!

& saw my beloved Jasmine ♥, I missed her y'know!

Anyway, Angie's boyfriend was there too! LOL.

Then when I went to her stall with Sebast, the people there kept on looking at me. Zzz.

Come on, don't be lame, what's past is past.

Don't probe over the past.

Hadn't seen her for two years! Her looks hadn't really change!

After that, went to Sembawang, my aunt's house to pick clothes :D

Chose quite a number of them, & went off immediately to look for baby.

Well, that's when I was fucking angry.

When I reached the 930 bus stop, he was still in school.

& I walked here & there, & I hadn't eat from 9+am till 5+ pm, not even a sip of water!

Met baby at 918 eventually, had a fight.

Sorry baby, for pushing your head & pulling your hair. Of course hitting you when you tried to hug me.

That was the moment I really feel like crying, but beared with it. Because I had eyeliner, & I don't want it to get smudge, or else my whole face will turn emo.

At this moment, you actually hit me back. I knew I was too harsh, that's why you'd do that.

I walked away, or else I'll really cry.

& you told me 'Sua lah, break lah.' & you walked away.

I called you, scolded you, & you kept avoiding. Hanged my calls repeatedly.

That was when I really got so fucking pissed & I shouted so loud that everyone's looking at me.

I was broken down, you wasted whole of my time completely when we can actually be very happy together.

It really hurts, really hurts, everytime, important days, would get to be the saddest days.

I don't wanna celebrate any important days with you, & I doubt I could, hahs.

You promised, yet you hurt me, again & again like there's no tomorrow.

Hurts, pain, pierced through my fragile, frail heart. Just like nothing had happened.

When I decided to go off, you told me you want to come & look for me.

I was like, 'Isn't it too late?' All my mind was, today would be our last day,

it's okay, I just wanted it to end it like that, I'm not that strong to overcome so much hurtings & pain.

& I agreed to go Kovan with him.

Eating, feel like crying at times, all I thought was last day last day, how could you treat me like this. I admit that I'm at fault, I'm stubborn, I suck, but I'm sorry.

I have no appetite at all, it's just that I'm too thirsty.

Eyes wandering around, mind are all blank. Just feel like, fainting in front of you, & breathless, & die.

Jokes that you made me laugh, doesn't work, I just can't laugh, & I had to fake a smile, fake a laugh.

After that, went to walk around. thought that I hadn't fold paper stars for a long time, & asked you to buy for me.

Then went to look for straws, & you went off to buy me a fake blue rose.

I knew your intentions, you merely just wanted me to be happy, & mend all those things you did.

But I've already made up my mind, no matter what, the answer would be 'break up'.

I asked you not to sell your maple character, is because, it's totally useless, you'd regret.

Then, we went off, back to MRT station.

This might be our last picture,I thought.
Then, went out to smoke.
You knew I liked Chill.
& you took it from your ginna, Wilson.
After that, it's time for us to say goodbye, & I love you.
Went to buy food for mummy & brother.
Back home, bathed, asked for break up.
You called my home twice, my mum still thought that I was trying to joke with you to let you worry.
Terms & conditions : Unless you hit me, or else, I won't go back to you.
You agreed, so we're back.
Mummy sayang-ed me when I was talking to baby on phone ♥♥♥ .
You knew I've suffered life without him, because, you hadn't seen me so happy before.

The next day, which is today.
Went to look for you around 7+.
At the interchange, there's one fucking pervertic bastard keep on looking at me & started to take photos of me.
I didn't know what to do & called baby.
Baby asked me to hit him, & just nice, my bus came, phewwww.
Baby, don't force me, the more you force, the more my feelings get fade. So please, stop it.
& I asked you to hit me, when I knew it was not your fullest strength, I asked you to hit harder, continuously.
The pain was intense. I beared with it.
Till it was so pain that I cried.
Sorry baby, I couldn't just bear the tears for you to see that I'm still alright.
After that, you took water from your house for me to drink as I was thirsty.
& we went off to AMK Hub, there was some fucking guys at there diao diao diao.
I was so fucking pissed that I said into one of them's face, 'Kua simi lan?!'
& I fed baby bread, as I was also hungry, didn't eat breakfast x:
Bought movie tickets & walked around after that,shop hadn't open then.
Went movie! Watched 'Confessions of the Shopaholic'.
There was one part very very funny & I can't stop laughing, seriously :D
After movie went walk walk, we don't have money, so had to window-shop.
I was so shocked that I thought my tatty bear was gone, glad that it was in the shop when it was displayed outside x:
Then see clothes, went home.
Cause mummy told me dad's gonna come back home early.
but guess what, he reached only at 7! Rawrs.
Could have spent 5 more hours wth baby, & no need to be so rush. LOL.
Slept, bathed, & came to blog again!
Hahs, okay, that's all for today. Such a wonderful long post :D:D
With only one colour font! :D Samantha likes it I bet :D

Kisses & hugs,
tender & warm,
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