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Long time didn't post!
Alright, I shall jump dates!
Let's start with Friday, after school, bath-ed, waited for baby, as he got something on.
& he came, we went to a lot of places to find bags.
Hougang Mall, AMK Hub, Bishan & Bugis,
in the end, we still decided to buy a bag from Mall. Lols.
Then, went home.
Drank some red wine, it tasted diluted. (: But never mind.
Felt so lonely, so sad, while going out, I don't know why.
It's seems that you can't fill my heart, but looking at you hurts me more.
You've changed, to another person.
No longer the Sebastian Tay that will depend on me,
Let me feel that, he only needs my love,
No one else, only mine.
But now, everything has changed, & it’s obvious that, you can’t change back.
How can you change back to a kid when you’re already a teenager?
Make sense, doesn’t it?
Now, your life's full of friends that will love you, add colours to your life.
I am just a colour, not a rainbow, you had a more interesting life ahead already.
You have real brothers, gang, glue & smoke, as well as more family love.
I guessed my mother was correct, everything will change in time.
You’ll never know how long you can stay in a relationship, how long you live, what will happen in the future.
A lot of things are beyond control, maybe I sin too much, till I get this retribution.
If that’s so, many of the people would not get any better I guess.
That's what I had to say, if you seen this, don't get angry or what, because, everything seems true.
& now, I guessed, you've got a happier, newer life.
I'm sure, now, you can live without me.
Life really do suck, there are many unexpected events, things might get you in tears of joy, or in contrast, sorrow.
This is life, everyone had to face it. LIFE, really sucks to me.
Saturday, went to meet baby around 12plus, slacked a while, Marlboro Black-ed, tasted quite fine, then walked baby to halfway of Green, wanted to go after that, & he brought me to the bus stop, & fucking told me he confirm the bus will lead to Toa Payoh, in the end lead me into a wrong place.
So sorry xinganbaobei ): Love you manymany. (:
Then went Bugis Street walk walk,
chatted a lot with xinganbaobei while walking.
Went to this shop, where xinganbaobei bought one of the shirt.
& the auntie said I'm the most skinny? Oh please man, don't be sarcastic, cause the skinny one would be my lovely xinganbaobei definitely (:
Walked around again, found two shops with quite nice shirts, but in the end bought shirt in another shop, & I bought the same shirt with xinganbaobei {x Exactly the same (: .
See how we bargained (: .
Xinganbaobei : Uncle, can sell cheaper? $8 per shirt lah.
Uncle : You think is $10 per shirt arh? 1 shirt $12 leh.
Xinganbaobei : Oooo, why don't have price tag? Sell cheaper can?
Uncle : Hmmms, $23 for 2 shirts lah.
Xinganbaobei : Aiya, $10 per shirt lah ): .
Uncle : Cannot lah! Later I bo hua, $22 for 2 shirts
Xinganbaobei & me : Hmms, okay lorhs.
Xinganbaobei : You got $0.50?
Me : Hmms, have, but then is $11 per shirt ma?
Xinganbaobei : Oh yahor!
Me : Uncle $21 per shirt lah. ): .
Uncle : Hais! Okay lah! Next time must come here buy more shirt hor.
Xinganbaobei & me : Sure! (: .
Okay, then we walked a while more, I'm gonna buy the shirt I told baby that I want! $15, fly to me please! Went back to Junction & camwhored!
Oh my gosh, we stayed there for about 30minutes just to take photos?! Lols.
But I hadn’t get our photos from xinganbaobei yet, so now still cannot post,
will post if I get all the photos! (:
Then, got some guys deesiaosiao at Junction, xinganbaobei, don’t deny already okay, is you chio (: Hahs.
After that, went Mcdonalds to eat & went home.
On the way, FUCKING FATHER CALL & KAOPEIKAOBU.
Heng xinganbaobei helped (: . ♥s you! ;D
Then we chat chat about our fathers, then off we go. (:
Remember to lose weight in this long holidays okay?! {x
While walking home, got one group of guys were so childish, zzzz. They were like 'OI!'
& I turned to them of course, wondering who are they oi-ing.
In the end, a guy told me, 'EH MY FRIEND WANT YOUR NUMBER LEH!'
& immediately, I turned away & walk off, & they kept oi-ing till I went out of the block.
Yesterday, baby came my house,
things happened again, hais, everytime, without fail, I don't understand why this relationship will become in such state? I'm just afraid that next time, we'll finally just be a name, & break off, & you'll lead your fucking good life with your new girl & throw me alone.
That's my fear, but, I'll let go if you want to.
Because, you're no longer you, I only had your shadow, & truly, it's a shadow.
Today, as usual, morning & afternoon, we're nothing.
Till night, am getting sick of it, tired, really tired.
But, I love you. Hais.
Anyway, got all my results, flunked totally indeed,
maybe I should buck up & not care so much about this relationship already?
All the promises, will it really be promises?
I doubt so.
Forget about everything, I had spotted two white hairs beneath my hair & plucked it out in school toilet today, really stress, I just had to put down one stuff first & concentrate on the other.
Chinese O's is coming, I want to get an A1 & definitely don't want to retake!!
No slacking is allowed already, unless I'm with baby.
Let's countdown! 5 more days! ): .