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Today was a normal school day, & Samantha daddy had completed drawing my Alviss (:
Round of applause please! *claps claps* .
Alright, nothing much today, went to school & met Daryl kor halfway, went walking with him to school while talking about choir, does anyone of you wants me to be with you? Choir? I doubt so LOL.
& that fucking guy messaged me & said I stead with Daryl T.?! I was like whatthefuck? You totaly disappoint me again! Why can't you change? Bastard? Can you stop being rash while I already warned you so many times before you talk?!
& then, you went on saying those fucking non-sensical stuffs again & said I lied you.
Why the fuck do you listen to other people, trust them rather than me?
This is what you called love?
You wasted my fucking 10months on you, boy.
You don't trust me, yet you can hit my hand, push me to the bus when it's going to move & push me till I fall, LOL.
I shouted at you, asked you not to be rash, in the end, YOU ALWAYS, NEVER FAIL, REGRET.
Do you like to play this game very much? I can play with you dude, if you treat me as a toy.
I'm still always so stupid, falling into your trap.
When can you stop fooling me?
Do you know this kind of feeling SUCKS?!
You always said that you're more hurt, now I'm telling you, I'm more! I don't even fucking damn know what you want, yet I'm trying to FIGURE OUT so I came upon this 'good idea' which doesn't even seemed good because you simply have no trust in me?!
Yesterday, you said, 'Since this love has no trust, break bah.'
Now I've broken up with you, but why are you hanging on?!
YOU ARE REALLY FUCKING IRONY, I'VE NEVER KNOWN SUCH A CONTRADICTING PERSON. LOL.
Yesterday, you did so much to me, I followed all the way,
& when I went off, you followed me back, LOL, are you a dog? You admitted it don't you?
Since you loved this kinda game so much, which made me SO SO NUMB, that I had to abdicate this love, then I'll accomodate you & won't even wanna patch with you to suffer even more further, you made me become a cold-blooded creature, so don't ever regret, I'm telling you this, man. Today, I still thought happily that you could change but I'm so fucking wrong! You should feel abashment. You forced me into it.
If you don't want to break up, by the 17th July, you should know what you should do. I don't know why I would love such a bastard, I might have ablepsia!
& continue with today, had a fucking bad time, my mood's totally change by you, why can't you fucking abeyance your juvenile actions?
Pleased that today Mr Tan did not come, so I had more time to use computer, though I'm going to do homework later on. (:
But there's Science tomorrow ): Argh, hate it. But never mind, I must be a good girl.
Once a good girl, always a good girl (: .
Yesterday, as y'all knew, I've FOUGHT with this fucking bastard.
& later on, he went on regretting, pleading me for forgiveness, when can you change?
Don't you feel that I'm repeating the same things over & over again?
Like 'When can you change? Stop being rash! Can you keep your promise? Please change!'
Don't you feel tired of hearing so many times? Sorry, I do if you don't.
Last time, I neglected you kept on telling me to treat you better. But didn't I after that time?
But you're that kind of guy in 'Same script different cast'.
"That's the problem, I loved him too much, & when you love him, he becomes unattracted to you."
Don't you think you're exactly alike? Met precious, she told me there're more of her friends who got hit on the head at the edge of the wall by their boyfriends, but you? Trust me, soon I'll be one of the victims, because you could even slap me, hit me, push me & let me die already. LOL.
You're treating me exactly like a guy, my gosh. I think you're becoming a gay soon.
I still love precious the most {x .
& then I gave you a chance, since my mind was thinking yesterday would be the last day.
Yea, you did cheer me up finally, but I still couldn't forget how you hit me that hurt me so much.
But, I want back you is just simply because of love, yet this is the way you treat me. Having me lose trust more & more, getting more & more tired. feeling so tired that even I've no wrongs, I'd just keep quiet & let you be, like a monkey -.-
Ate sotong balls, honey chickenwings & drank honeydew sago with you. Our last memories, everything'd end now.

Angie, though you break up, your situtation won't be as worse & complicated as us definitely.