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Paranoia
Thursday, July 7, 2011 || 1:47 AM
Today is just a normal day!Woke up late AGAIN, I think I'm being
Kar En Two, haha!
Then took cab to school again.
My money is flowing like a waterfall.
Had Accounting lesson, then went baby's house to eat & then sleep & eat again.
I sound like a
pig huh!
Then watched TV, went out to walk around, we met
Weijie first, then
Jeremy and Francis.
After that, went to 918 to shoot some balls with baby.
Played
ABC, & I finally reached the mid,
although I got an air ball in the end, I'm still contented, that's an improvement, it was my first time reaching that point.
Jeremy and
Nicholas Tong joined in later too.
After playing, we went to 685 to eat porridge.
& I went to baby's house to take my bag and home I go.
Mummy cooked
tomyam soup beehoon & she let me tried a bowl.
I think I'll
grow fat sooner or later, eating so much in a day.
Had been thinking of some things just now, felt like having a family member whom I can talk to who is older, keeps secret, understands what I'm going through and does not comment on anything or gives any advices to teach me those moral values which I already knew. Sometimes, I don't do moral stuff doesn't mean that I don't know any moral stuff. Life is kind of miserable if you don't try anything illegal/thrilling/over your limits.
To my cousin, Huiling.
I don't know what you're going through now.
I know you're stuck between.
It's okay if you don't wanna talk about it, this is not a good thing anyway.
But, if you really need somebody to talk to, you can find me.
We can always make an agreement not to tell anyone including our parents about anything, I vowed.
Because I just feel that you need more care right now more than anyone else.
I don't know whether that applys to you too, but for me, sometimes, I felt like breaking down when I could not tell anyone anything & I had no one to talk to, no one that could understand me. I would rather say it out if I had someone whom I can heed.
Although I don't know what happened, I can sense that you need someone, & I'll always be here for you.
One call, one message, one chat or one meet up away.
I think I'm just being paranoid, maybe there's really nothing that happen to you? If that's the case, you must tell me too, I don't want to make a fool out of myself.
Let's have a pool session one day when you're better in it. (:
I feel like making
dedications to people in every post...
Sometimes I just feel that I got a lot to tell some people that could not be made face-to-face. Can I?
Having the first formal presentation tomorrow for this semester! Hope I can do a good job.
God bless me (: !
P.S. my barbell had some white/yellowish solid thingy stuck on it, I think it's because of the sticky transparent like-a-phlegm thing which caused this.