
Thinking of what went wrong.
Why is everything not happening as what i wish?
Sometimes, i will ponder why me? Why everyone else is living better than me?
Tried to find a new job due to the underpaid situation at my current company but to no avail after 10 over interviews.
Struggling with finances and have to tank my husband expenses and husband is still not making more effort to earn more income to cover himself and taking my contribution for granted, and only keep asking more and more.
I feel tired, why am i the one supporting the family? Why can’t you even afford for yourself and your own child?
Why is it so difficult to have chances to earn more income to sustain my family? Every step i walk is a risk. I really hope someone or even God can enlighten me, why is it always so down. Why does my life has no ups, just normal or down? Others are so lucky to experience ups and i got no ups at all. Sigh.